June 13, 2017
It's been awhile I posted here, it was all due to my incapabilities, my hands couldn't move nor could I work properly. My self discovery mission came as like a quick notice being sent by the NEPA officials. I know you might not know what this means, the journey has been all but a blink, times passes but I want this one to pass more quickly. The molten heats my heart, my inner consciousness starves, it is in need of some kind of redemption maybe freedom. Freedom from what you might ask, it's a long story always a long story, but just know I won't even want even my enemies to face this. The path wasn't narrow nor smooth like I hoped, everything gets better, don't they? It definitely will by faith.
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June 08, 2017
You should think of how you can.
You need to learn how to be resilient.
The storm will always come.
After the storm sweeps away all those irrelevant things, that still wants to stay.
Those spectrum of colors will shine definitely.
Allowing the morrow come, it will surely come.
But how do you welcome it?
If you don't stay strong during the storm, you won't get to see the rainbow.
Am talking about giving up, the usual nuggets are all becoming boring and too much.
You don't need to listen to it, you don't need to believe in it.
But believe in yourself, that's all it takes.
Imagine giving up during the hard times, when the good times come you won't get to enjoy it.
Maybe you won't get to see it, because you gave up on it all.
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PERSONAL HEADACHES
"You deserve to be head boot", that's a way of saying you need to get your lazy butt up. Would you believe if I told you, that I got many other blogs like three of em!, but my old ass didn't pay no attention always caught in the den of deciding; whether to talk with the lion or just let it eat me up. I have been reluctant, because I didn't know how simple it was, to be able to express yourself with a large space like this. The room feels empty, no fuqrniture nor clean up done, it looks impossible to be able to carry own like this.
Owing a blog newly, it's an empty,dusty, room space which is just being acquired and indeed of a clean up. All my abandoned blogs, I look at them like extra loads just pilling up in my blogger account, owing too much unfinished projects is stressful. With this thoughts flooding in my mind, owning a blog is a lot. Then I come to a close.
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June 05, 2017
Where will my strength come from? "Like seriously why am I asking this question, abi your strength is not your thing again", this is no doubt the reply you will get from a Nigerian friend. Most times the guilt within you gets aggravated, by their sarcastic reply, this includes them telling you how your story can't be compared to theirs; like it's a competition. Some drive you so crazy with motivation takes of how they survived, instantly switching the story automatically to theirs, it gets annoying the more when they start drawing comparisons. "Like aunty I didn't tell you to say all these things". That's how my mind is when they continue, I don't want you to tell me how you scale through, all I just want form you is to hold me and be my strength. I have been trying so hard to let go of so many things, I keep on finding my strength, if my strength is with you; please I don't mind you giving me some of it; please again cut small of my strength for me.
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June 04, 2017
What if I cry in your arms,
What if I don't.
Would you wipe my tears with your palms?
Or
Would you cry with me?
I have so many stories I want to tell you.
Would you listen to all I have to say?
Or
Rather mock me like the others always do.
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